Death by particle Physics

Even though it's the Easter holidays I had to go into school today and do physics for 6 hours! We were doing fundamental particles, big bang and then space stuff which would have been awesome except it was so much my brain hurt! So I got home and went straight to sleep which was probably a bad idea because I had the worst nightmare where I was drowning in an ocean of fundamental particles, they were scratching my throat and making me gag! It felt so real!! The worst part is that I couldn't understand what they were!! Physics is really starting to get to me?!